I hate blogging but whatever I will do it for my grade. Tonight I am going to salt lake city to get my drink on and party with my favorite girls. Next month I am moving to new york city and I am getting so anxious to go. I know this is the best decision for me right now in my life and I can't wait to get there. I will be for new years and I am so excited. I am going all alone which should be interesting but I think I will be ok. I have a friend that works for a club promoter and she said that she would love to hang out when i get there because she moved to new york city two years ago from Colorado. She is twenty five and I am twenty one and it should be really fun. I can't wait to leave utah. I love Utah but its time to say goodbye to my home of my whole life. I have had some amazing experiences and some really horrible ones. I will never forget where I came from and I am proud to be a Utah girl. I have learned and grown up so much in the past two years. I am a completely different person. I am happy with who I am. I have come a long way. I now realize what is important to me and what is not. I know what I want out of life and I know with determination I can get anywhere. I am thinking maybe after New York I will move to Florence or Rome. I want to learn Italian or maybe Paris and I will learn French. I have to all those places and I love them so much. I can't wait for new york I want to be there right now!!! I have a lot of dreams and goals that I need to accomplish in the next ten years. I wonder what I will be like when I am thirty one? I hope I have two hundred in this thing. I do not want to do homework anymore I just want to have fun but my education is very important to me so I will put up with it.

I hate blogging!!!! I have to do this for my class and I don't like it but I will do it for my grade. I am running out of things to talk on this that are not to revealing or personal. I am sitting in the library and as soon as I am done with this I have to study for a test that I have waited til the last minute to study for. I am moving to new york city next month right after christmas and I am so excited. I will be hard and it will be sad and lonely at times but I can hardly wait. I have wanted this since I was eight years old. I first went to New York when I was eight and have been back many times since then. It's strange that it is almost here. I have so much homework and studying to do before the semester is over it is stressing me out a little bit but I can do it. I just have to stay focused. I have a debate on economic equality on tuesday and I am anxious about it. I need to talk to my professor before I do this because I worried that I don't have the criteria correct. I have to start my final research paper and I have put that off long enough. I need to clean my apartment and my car and I need to talk to my comm. 1500 professor because I am really behind in that class and that class pisses me off I can't even start thinking about it. Its such a bull shit class and I hate the professor grades so hard when the criteria for the course is not teaching me anything.