I am moving to New York City in two months and the process to get there has been overwhelming hard. I am moving in with my cousin Angie to her apartment in Queens. She lives in a full Irish neighborhood and she said that I will have to fight off the irish men but I am scrappy I can do it. I am buying my one way plane ticket tomorrow and quitting my job well at least giving them my two weeks notice. This is a huge change for me and I will for sure be a challenge. I am going alone. I am going to the New School University and I will start in May. I will find a job as soon as I get there and an apartment and hopefully a roommate. This will be an adventure but I am so excited. I need this so bad and my whole life I have dreamed of living in New York City. Soon I will have accomplished that goal and its such a good feeling. I hate blogging it is the biggest load of bull s*** in the whole world. Blogging seems like it is so time consuming and rediculous. The funny thing is that most people that blog are married. I am saying that marriage is bad but maybe they blog because they are bored. Maybe marriage is boring maybe not. I don't know. All I know is that I don't see myself getting married for quite some time. I have a lot of dreams and goals to accomplish before I get married and I can't have some person following me around everywhere I go. Marriage is a good thing just not for me.

Florence

I was in Europe last May and for about two weeks me and six other friends were in Italy. Out of all the cities we ventured to Florence was my favorite. Rome was absolutely amazing but something about Florence will always stay with me and I can't wait to go back. Florence is very romantic, sensual and filled with history. Florence was the home to the great Michaelangelo. Everything about Florence is amazing. The city is just absolutely gorgeous and out of this world. The shopping, the history, the art, the museums, the cathedrals, the men, it is all so insane. The people in Florence were so cool too. We went clubbing a few of the nights and it is so interesting to me how even though our the USA and Europe are so far from each other the same innate emotions are in every person. There was a girl working at the bar from the Czech Republic and she was just living in Florence for a while but she wanted my boyfriend so bad and she hated me and I felt right at home in SLC dealing with girls that hate me for no reason. Those were good times. Our few crazy nights in Italy. We also had an insane in Paris, Greece and Switzerland. My next adventure will be to move to New York City in December and then I hopefully will find my way to Brazil, Peru, Indonesia, India and Japan. I do need to go back to Europe though and see all the places that we missed. Some day soon I will go back.

Going East

I can't wait to move to New York City. I am so sick of driving down university avenue it makes me crazy. I am so sick of braking every other second down that road. I have to drive it everyday because my apartment is in downtown Provo. I am so excited to start my new life in New York City come late December early January. I am so tired of everyday being exactly the same in here. I need a new experience, a new challenge, a new life and what is better than New York City. If I can survive there I can survive anywhere. I am going alone. I will be alone. I am applying to the New School University in greenwich village because they have an amazing creative writing program. I am going to get a job, go to school actually challenge myself and see what I can become. Here in Provo my potential is suppressed and I have come to halt and my personal growth is done here in Provo. Time to move on to something else. Everyday I think of myself in New York City. I picture myself living my life and accomplishing all my goals and aspirations. I can hardly wait, it is so close. I just have to stick it out here until the end of this semester and then I am gone. I am leaving Utah for good. I love Utah just not the experience I have had. I love the mountains I will miss them so much but now instead of mountains I crave sky scrappers. I long for the city where I can get lost amongst the millions of people. I can be alone and nobody will know me. So soon I will be there.

a girl looked in her apartment

There is a girl that hides in her aparment. She is unhappy with her current situation but she is trapped for in her situation for the next few months. For years this girl has dreamed of something more. She knows the world is a big place and she dreams and longs for everything that the world has to offer her. If only she could get her hands on the world, her potential would sky rocket. In her current position she is depressed, she dislikes everything that surrounds her. This girl suffers from constant longing for a life that will satisfy her needs that will provide for her potential that will inspire, challenge and motivate her. This girl just has to push through a really, mentally and physically draining semester and then she will gone forever. She will create a life for herself that she has dreamed of for many years. The opportunity is so close she just has to accomplish a few goals before she leaves. She has to say her good byes and leave her story and essence a legend in her home town. She will leave her family and friends and go out into the world alone and find herself, find who she truly is, who is capable of becoming and what she is capable of accomplishing in her life. Nothing will stand in her way, she will conquer any obstacle that challenges her. In three months she will be gone. She has moved onto a life that she has so longed for and a life that will make her happier than she has ever been.